Thursday, November 4, 2010

the promise...

God sent a rainbow this afternoon...
the promise of a better day...
I am doing better...
and plan on spending the evening hopping among you...
we are getting some sprinkles here..
I had a very good nap this afternoon...
I want to thank my best friend, Rebecca the great...
for listening and checking on me...
we spent a couple hours at least on the phone today...
today is her day off and she had so much she wanted to get done...
but she spent a lot of it with me...
a lot of the times we just put each other on speaker...
and we continue to do whatever we're doing...
we blog together and read your posts together...
and sometimes, we each are doing our own thing...
not talking...
just being there...
and she understands how much Georgie means to me...
thanks girly for having my back...
you know I got yours...
and to the blogging buddies I love so much...
thank you...
I have found my peace now...
and I'm back...
this was my therapy today...
a new look on the mantel...
which I will post on Sunday for the blog party...
it contains a collection...
one of my favorite things...
have a great evening and stay warm...

Thank you so much...

for every kind word and for every single prayer this morning...
 it's just so sad when you have to give them back...
it's been a hard morning...
and the only place for me to find comfort is in the arms of God...
so that's where I have been most of today...
and I may need to hang out there just a little bit longer...
just the other night...
when Georgie and I were cuddling...
I was telling him about how my mom would love him so...
and I told him all about her...
so I know he's in her lap right now...
loving every minute of it...
and poor Mr. Wiggles did his very best to keep me company this morning...
even in the bathroom...
which was Georgie's job...
it's just not going to be the same...
but one door never shuts without another one opening...
so there's another soul out there that's going to need a mama...
that's how it always works...
I will get around to visiting you all later...
just not in the mood, you know?...
so I'm just going to go back to where I feel safe...
because I'm not any stronger than anyone else...
I just know where to lean...

My Georgie...

Craig just put him in the ground...
Steve found him this morning on his way to work..
he was hit on the next road over...
I had been up and down all night calling for him...
I so loved this cat...
I'm just sitting here watching my son out the window...
shovel in hand...
my mom is so gona love him...
he's a snuggler...
 
 
I miss them all when they go...
but I'm really going to miss this one...

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

We had visitors...

this is my son's bf ever and his son...
the great and powerful...
Ki...
short for Malachi...
this is the first time we have gotten to see him since he turned 5...
I got him Scooby pj's for his birthday...
so the first thing he did was find me...
hug me...
and thank me for his jammies...
he had also gotten a hair cut and I rubbed his head for luck...
so, after all that sweetness...
I ordered pizza...
and shared my pringles...
and gave him orange pop...
then we sent him home with his dad...
hahahahaha...
good times...