thank you so much for your prayers and kind words...
its been the roughest week for us...
from Wed through Sat, DH and I logged in a total of 12 hours sleep...
still cannot sleep more than 1-2 at a time, but making up ground finally...
fibro...
almost kicked my butt this time...
Craig did some googling for me and we found out they should have done some things pre and post op to make it easier on me...
that my pain level after surgery was 20-30 on a scale of 1-10...
that I should have been in recovery 4-5 times longer than most...
that no one would help me from the hospital when we called for several days...
asking for muscle relaxers...
that these guys ran this vibrator massager on me for hours at a time to get me through this...
I need to check the next time to make sure my primary care physician will not be on vacation the whole week after surgery...
;)
what a ride, and its far from over, but we have come to a resting spot along side of the road...
enough to catch our breath for a spell...
that my men will kneel and pray beside me anytime I ask them...
that God does answer prayers...
and he does it when you need it...
that I fell in love with my husband all over again in these last few days...
this man who cried with me and wants to grow old with me...
I have an appointment with the surgeon on Thursday and not sure if we will be able to make it...
might be next week before I can make it out to the car...
but today is better...
thank you, Lord...
