Monday, December 17, 2012

a day of silence...

2 days of silence...
I understand that there is a thing going around blog land for us to remain silent...
but I can't do that...

I used to ask my mom many questions growing up...
and among them was one about death...

My mom always had an answer for everything I asked her and one time I asked her about dying. She said the old must and the young do. I said why does God take babies and small children from their moms and dads? She said that even God loves babies and small children, they are the closest to his heart. From then on, I always pictured God in heaven, sitting on the ground, playing in the dirt with little kids all around Him.

Mom always called babies His best creation. I think she was right about that. As far as this all that has happened, nothing happens without Him allowing it. The only power anyone has, to do good or evil, is what He gives them. That's where choice comes in. Free will. It would be so easy for Him to hold a lightening bolt to our heads and demand we obey, but then that's not what he wants. He wants us to want Him.

He doesn't want people who follow Him with just their minds. He wants us to follow with our hearts.

Hearts are broken and He heals them. He never gives us more than we can bare, ever. He will carry any burden we lay at His feet.

Can you imagine the scene in Heaven when all this happened? How many of those gone went in together? Holding hands, like in line at school. No fear, just love and joy and peace.

It was over quickly, no lingering deaths, no illness and endless hours of pain and suffering. Released from the chains of this world to claim their place beside His throne. To be spending their first Christmas in Heaven with the birthday boy himself? How awesome would that be?

Why did he allow it? For the rest of us to stand up for Him and take a stand against all of this evil and chaos. To declare that He is Christ the Lord and without knowing Him, you will burn in hell for eternity. To take back our homes, our families, our towns, our schools and our country in His name. To put Him back in the center of it all.

We need to become righteous in His name and to understand that the enemy is getting stronger because we lack ethics, morality and spirituality. That is why and how this happened.

And it will get worse. Because all these things must come to pass, for He is coming back and the trumpet could sound at any time.

My prayers are for those left behind, because God has the others covered. What they will have to do to get through the rest of their lives is rely on Him. Some will get closer than they ever have been and some will walk away out of bitterness. Pray for the bitter ones. You and I know that the only way they will ever see those smiling faces again is if they are able to walk through that gate when their walk is done.

May God have mercy on all their souls, for this is a bitter pill.


I cannot be silent...

there is too much at stake...

we must pray like we have never prayed before...

we must love like He told us to...

and we must take a stand against the enemy of the throne...

the change begins inside each one of us...

make the change....

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Tori...


what a wonderful smile...
she is wearing one of her hats from a family member...
the amputation went very well...
her bone marrow was clear of cancer cells...
and she is about to start another round of chemo...
on the 19th, I believe...
her cast is off and stitches have been removed and she is wearing a shrinking sock...
anytime now, they will fit her with a prosthetic...
as of right now, she is cancer free...
no cancer at all has been found in her tiny body...
but she still has miles to go and tests after tests to endure...
but its a good sign...
the family thanks everyone for their prayers...
;)

Friday, December 14, 2012

today, in Heaven...

God, have mercy on us, the sinners of this world...
help us find our way out of all of this evil...
send your angels to protect and comfort those caught in the cross fire of the war that has invaded our land, our lives...
and lead us to be your light in this world...
help the families of those called home...
and hold those babies tight until their mommies and daddies can do it again...
amen

Thursday, December 13, 2012

simplicity...

I guess I had a date with my husband tonight...
straight from work we headed for town...
had to hit the bank before it closed to make a deposit...
so, since Craig was helping a friend deliver a sofa and chair up north...
it was just my guy and me...

we did the Dollar Tree for a few things...
gift bags, which look better and are a lot cheaper than Walmart...
a few things for Doug...
and a couple more tooth brushes for me since I have thrush so I can change them often...
then we went next door to the Walmart super center for animal food so we don't have to shop this weekend at all...

and even though it didn't look like this...

it felt like this...
remember shopping door to door?
through the snow and wind?

the window fronts and the sound of Christmas carols in the air...

cars passing by...
neighbors shouting Merry Christmas?

we so miss those times...
the magical moments you remember from childhood...
well, I often wondered why there were always so many people at Walmart all the time...

I think because they miss this...
if you checked out the carts of people in there...
most of them had under 3 items in them...
I think they were there just to be there...
to get out...
to mingle...
and we ran into 6 people...
who we haven't seen in person for so long...
and we spent so much time talking and catching up...
more than we spent shopping...
and we left feeling like we had had the best evening out, ever...
the night sky was amazing coming home, so full of stars and crystal clear...
we do not have snow yet...
but the feeling is still there...
we ate supper when we got home and watched a Christmas movie all together...
it seemed like we were normal again...
and I felt apart of it...
that's something that hasn't happened in over 10 years...
and here are a few fun things I have found in the last couple of days...

this is so easy and you can use salt to fill the vases...
we all have bushes we could trim some sprigs from...
easy and elegant...

I love this wreath...

and this just made me smile...
I may be on the look out for red clothes at rummage sales this year to do me a Christmas clothes line...


and this is for you...
sending you the magic of this time of the year...

take the time to find simplicity in the days to come...
take a moment to breathe in all the wonder of the season...
take a look at those around you and be thankful...
feel the season...
Merry Christmas!

a little of the living room...

we haven't done much this year and I am loving the simplicity of it all...

our tree is not a designer tree...
not at all...
its our history...
our story of Christmases past...
all those memories are reflected here...

each item tells a story...
of a time and place long gone from here...
but forever remembered in each shiny bobble...
for the first part of our lives together, every year we added something...

that glass ornament came in a box of all clear, tinted ornaments...
most are gone now...
and the same year, I got a box of frosted ones just like them...
we went shopping the day after Christmas in Champaign, Il...
Prairie Gardens is a gardening place...
that used to have the most amazing Christmas things around...
isle after isle of shiny, frosted, spectacular things...
they had a wonderful craft and floral department all year long, but where the plants once were...
they would turn this area into a magical winter wonderland...
where you could walk through a forest of lit and adorned Christmas trees...
and then, of course, you walked through isles of ornaments and things to duplicate the prettiest of the trees...
the day after Christmas, all of the magic was 50% off...
it was the best kind of place to be...

and something to think on...

have a great day!